Shower of Summer Brezzes

a new chapter, flipped past

2011-01-23T18:54:00.000+08:00

hi! thanks for dropping by :)

fyi, the blog link's been changed to www.scentofspringdrizzle.blogspot.com

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thanks ! (:

start aNEW (:

2011-01-22T23:53:00.001+08:00

i'm gonna put aside the old ones, and let the new ones contain this.

all will still be available though :)

a new start, here into it i.... ZOooOOM !

off my dad&mum's hand to WALK

2011-01-18T18:30:00.001+08:00

suddenly remembered something

mr.ean said he dreamed of this one day

the whole gang of us went to visit jun's new house

all people were visiting inside the house lo

then we both kept playing with the light switch near the staircase

''on -- off -- on -- off -- on''

*dik dak dik dak dik dak* =.=''''''

so.... childish

and what a ... lame fun :P

and i guess we might really play around with that someday

to make that 'dream' come true =.='''

i know i've been laughing a lot

and kidding around sometimes

and being crazy sometimes =/

someone said i looked like a lil kid cos i laughed/smiled lots

yet i'm no longer one, or at least, i no longer wanna be one

i'm learning to stand up myself

and even to support myself, to fill my own purse myself

i might not do it that fully so soon but i'm learning

just like the babies, after enough of supports from their parents everytime they stand or walk

they finally need to learn to walk themselves

that's why you're not grasping your mum everywhere you walk to

it doesn't mean i'm throwing away my laughter, my insanity

boooo xD

i will still be the natural self of mine

because i'm like that

no pretense :)

KEEP walking till you REACH

2011-01-16T18:28:00.000+08:00

God is a Provider indeed. The FULL of MERCY one (:

i shall share some more when i reach my ♥ home

i'm blessed

yes, He is so GOOOOD that

He will not even miss any prayer of ours

remember, no faithful prayer will go unanswered by Him!

all the cries in your heart, He saw them all.

sometimes He seems to be taking no action... yet

'cos some prayers take TIME to be fulfilled by Him

''no, not the RIGHT & best timing for this to happen yet..''

yes, sometimes God would want us to wait

test of patience and of course faith

and sometimes, what you ask for didn't come true

why?

Dad knows it all. He knows too well what's the best for you :D

would you keep believing until He answers your prayer?

how long are you willing to wait ?

will you give up easily just because it hasn't come true in a while?

the wait is a test and streeeeeeetch of faith ! :)

come on! just some more... some more... and some moreee stretching.

keeep waiting keep your faith in Him

whom we can put our full hope in !

when the fruit finally ripes, you will reap it full of joy

the wait is worthy (:

YOUR LOVE NEVER FAILS

2011-01-14T13:34:00.001+08:00

Nothing can separate
Even if I ran away
Your love never fails

I know I still make mistakes
But You have new mercies for me everyday
Your love never fails

(Chorus)
You stay the same through the ages
Your love never changes
There maybe pain in the night but joy comes in the morning

And when the oceans rage
I don't have to be afraid
Because I know that You love meYour love never fails

(Verse 2)
The wind is strong and the water's deep
But I'm not alone in these open seas
Cause Your love never fails

The chasm is far too wide
I never thought I'd reach the other side
But Your love never fails

(Bridge)
You make all things work together for my good

Driving Lesson Fun !

2011-01-12T19:08:00.000+08:00

since you posted about it *wink two eyes*

here mine is jotted down too! :P

yesterday i was supposed to have my driving lesson at 4pm with rox

*she's not the instructor of course XD

but then, i also don't know how i could......fall asleep undeliberately in my room

and it turned out that i MISSED my lesson

imagine the situation

nobody was home

doorbell pressed & rang

phone rang

dog BARKED

!!!!

and i was still in my fantasia dreamland

..................

talking about today

i'm just back from the lesson with rox

just now, mum went out to fetch my sis for a short while

& i could only go for the lesson when she came back

when the uncle came, i went out to tell him so

but i burst into laughter instead

really couldn't stand the funniness on his face XD

he looked so funny sometimes

then i had to finally calm down n talk properly -.-

*wink two eyes* you know ?

it's embarrassing (though i didn't feel embarrassed also) q:

so the first person rox fetched was me !

(instructor doesn't count)

and the first person i fetched was rox !

i hope for the following lessons

we could go together too

there'll be more fun, less boredom

not to mention the laughter and chats !

btw, i've finally tried side parking -.-

if you're not driving yet, you'll know it soon (:

uncle said: ''you're turning the sterling like stirring the cake's dough!''

that's how hard it is for beginner like me

and also, when i was about to drive

uncle advised rox to not sit at the front seat when she intended to

he said she could get heart attack one wor....

hahahahah

i found it hard to concentrate when driving too

which is a not so good yet a good thing -.-

hahaha but today it was better

Dad is blessing us !

and tomorrow, bren, rox and i are going to a daycare center / kindergarten

we're gonna discuss about our job with the aunty there ;)

it would be fun to be with the kids, the cute innocent lil ones

play with them, take care of them, kid them

~~and also bully them~~

*wahahahaha*

Daddy with us !♥

holiday holiday holiday !

2011-01-12T13:58:00.000+08:00

holiday holiday holiday !

whoa~~ i can't wait to have my driving license !

(actually even if i have one, maybe the only car available for me at home is my lil bro's toy car T.T)

finally so finally, i've gone through that 5 years of secondary school.

hello? it has really officially passed?? !!!!? *wooooooots*

i had actually been waiting for this year by year,

and seriously during the last two years of them

through all the question marks, all that i could and couldn't do well,

and also through what Dad has let me taste

i have found myself (:

He guided me like the lamp to my feet, shining the Light on my path.

and of course there're lots of sweet memories too :D

that time when we sang together in the class during english period i think

that time when we all got punished to stand up by pn. saras xD

sometimes when we sat down together to chit chat

hilarious

that we laughed like dunno-what while chatting (okay, maybe only me -.-)

sometimes when we rushed for homework last min together

or copying each others'

and also before exam, wow.. that scene.

i'm glad that though almost one-third of us only switched to our school two years ago

we could mix well

*to be remembered*

Shout The Freedom Out

2011-01-11T02:13:00.003+08:00

finally get the template & sn99&*-04*9#s73h8808j codes done wooohooo! :D

( not to mention the blank Gallery & maybe some lil things, eheheh )

days without school are relaxing obviously (:

the time & freedom are so ours !

i've been in the relaxing & idling phase for sometime, heh

it can either be wasted or spent wisely and meaningfully

i've at least 3 months from now,

and i'd choose to spend it wisely anyway! :D

thinking of the future, ain't it just interesting and exciting ?

where am i going ?!

which field am i gonna enroll in??

what am i gonna do???!!!!

who am i gonna meet ?!

bye, seek first my Dad ;)

d-sign

2011-01-03T17:02:00.005+08:00

without traditional red

candles with music bars n notes ;)

http://freshome.com/2010/12/07/how-to-decorate-for-the-holidays-without-traditional-red/

Trust, Seek.

2011-01-03T16:36:00.001+08:00

Dad's up to somethings ;)

me like

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Trust in the Lord with all your heart

do not depend on your own understanding

Seek His will in all you do

and He will show you which path to take

Proverbs 3:5-6

please correct me

2010-12-31T17:07:00.001+08:00

i would like to change to another blogskin (:

it looked fine on MY monitor screen

but everytime looking at this page on other monitors,

wow.. it looked, shocking -.-

''wah why like this one? oh noooooo...''

sometimes something might LOOK just fine & okay in OUR OWN eyes,

yet in fact, it is not, but only in our own little contaminated eyes

i'm not meaning to get approvals of others either,

but come to think about it,

is it ''just fine'' in God's eyes?

mistakes ain't to shame us

only if we would willingly take our pride off & learn from them

The way of fools seems right to them,
but the wise listen to advice.

Fools show their annoyance at once,
but the prudent overlook an insult.

(Proverbs 12:15-16)

ListeN, MY SON, and be wise, and keep your heart on the right path.

(Proverbs 23:19)

He who ignores discipline despises himself,
but whoever heeds correction gains understanding.

(Psalm 15:32)

I am writing this not to shame you
but to warn you as my dear children.

(1 Corinthians 4:14)

a note to..

Daddy: i'd rather know what's wrong & CORRECT it than
overlooking it & keep being wrong.

please don't let me stray to the wrong way ehehh

correct me, guide me (:

it's deepening

2010-12-28T01:27:00.000+08:00

and the pain is deepening, is it not?

but pain is good

for growth

yeah whatever and however You want me to GROW

keep it :) i wanna grow

no fear, even though it surely pains sometimes.

i'm safe with You, i'm healed by You

now matter how this clay pot in making is heated on the fire

no matter how it's molded

it needs great work of Your hands to be in the best SHAPE You would want it to be

pain in Love

2010-12-27T00:36:00.003+08:00

i guess He is showing me what He felt sometimes

when His love is not known or understood fully

or just partially of His love we should say

when people (including me) just couldn't see what He has done for His beloved

when we rather rush & knock our heads into the hard rocks than going to Him

when we chose to ignore Him while He's standing there waiting for us, watching us

there is pain in ♥

how much did we break His heart ?

it can never be imagined

''break my heart for what break Yours''

i just realised that i've told You this dayssss ago :)

i've come into some moments

i wondered, i pondered

and it certainly broke my heart at a certain degree

* the whole picture's still loading *

there's just more to come

i'm waiting for Him to show me the whole thing

more of it if not ALL yet, at least

p/s: huge camp lessons to share :D wherever however

Amelia

2010-12-22T02:02:00.001+08:00

i'm thankful :)

at least Dad sent me a true friend

when i still hadn't known Him so well

when i was going through all the pain

that no one else knew, saw, understood

again, i'm really thankful of her.

Amelia

a lil bad, we didn't take lots of photos back then hah ;)

this only shows half of my face, counts ?

T_____T

thanks (:

this is she not me, btw (;

i guess not many knew.

how did i step into the world of music ?

there was one time we had a gathering at my house

she suggested that when she come

she would teach me how to play the piano (keyboard)

the first melody she taught me was chorus of Prayer

(from the korean drama Endless Love)

when i finally managed to played the right hand part

i felt so happy hahahaha xD

then we went on with the left hand part

wow i was like ..... to play both hands together hahaha

i then came to the thought that

piano playing wasnt something shallow

it was the first time

some time after that

i practiced using the keyboard with my lil bro's pre-beginner or beginner piano books

overcoming this and that on my fingers

those that any piano player out there could play with their eyes closing

when i just started

even finishing one simple song like twinkle twinkle lil star

with a not much notes

could ady make me feel contented & happy :P

wow what drove me to doing this?

He knew what He was doing :)

i believe you did something for our Dad

for His reason (:

thank you

and i believe He placed you in my life for very good reason too

missed her very much when she just left. to nz

i normally don't sing in front of anyone

dunno why :P

but i even asked her to sing with me hahaha

i hated KH so much back in lower sec years

it was only when form 3 i liked it

ok la maybe i just liked going to the KH room xD

we all had so much memories in there (:

laughings, chattings from A to Z heheh

i wasn't a hardworking student

i didn't care much about what i had studied, or not

and she's always the kind one who taught me this & that

just before the exams started

those loci, errrr sin tan cos, Ampere blah blah

were so dry for me.

and i always came to her for help (:

so clinging hahaha

saying thanks again

for being there when i really needed a listener

a shoulder to cry on

for listening to my sobs on the phone across the seas

i'm very very fine now

but how are you ?

i'm sorry if i didn't appreciate you

or treat you well enough

but let Him tell me how to show my thanks :D

sincerely hope this friendship lasts

till heaven moment :)

at last

she got saved

by the Savior

happened just a few days before she moved to NZ

and it's beautiful

thank Dad lots :)

His light will shine on you

He's your Dad who will take the best care of you

knows you, loves you the best

hold on to Him, He will never forsake nor give up on you

Je veux apprendre le français

2010-12-21T02:13:00.002+08:00

Je veux apprendre le français

heh

no need of google hah :P

''i want to learn French.''

syyyyyrrrreeeuuuss about it

when ? how ?

go on

move on

no more waiting for the start

make it

if im gonna wait.

it won't come

it takes forever

yeah go !

make a wish

make a move for the wish

wishing to one day let the french words be spoken out & penned down

without translator's help. funny help? :P

NOT ENOUGH

2010-12-20T03:53:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna jot down the memories back at H.U.G.E. camp anyway (:

sukwy & i ~~RUSHED~~ got fetched by uncle Robert to Gambang Resort

right after our LAST spm exam - art !

the rest who were already freed ages ago reached there in the afternoon

and ~~rest of the rest~~ the others who took bc paper, ..

said hello to us on the next day :D

finally we officially seriously happily singingly came out of the jail, lol xD

okay la before i talked out of the topic, let's.......

Have U Got Enough ?

i would shout a BIG NO !

guaranteed - i'm not the only one eheheh

the camp started on 13th and ended on 16th

main pastor, Pastor Mike Pilavachi came to us

all the way from England :)

besides, Pastor Clement & other pastors did their great job for us for God too !

the sermons were funny,

but of most important & the main point is that

we received a lot. learned a lot. heard a lot ! :D

gonna share it too, lemme go flip for the verses in the bible again first hah ;)

wow did i just make a promise?

a promise is meant to be fulfilled ;O

all who opened their hearts for God

were very touched by Him

especially during the worship sessions

sis & bro, were yours like this too?

i felt heavenly

like in the Heaven singing praises to Daddy God

yet of course, Heaven is so much, too much more than that, i believe

those are really like only-me-and-you moments ;)

those moments that i smiled to Him joyfully

pure joy

God was there. surely.

so many cried their hearts out to God

i saw tears flow

people with broken hearts, broken life, broken families, problems

have received healing & comfort from God

people who were tied, who had no freedom

have been set FREE, chains were broken

people who were lost in the mist & chaos of the world

has come back to Dad

who has created them :D

who even knows how many hairs each of them got on their heads

the playing fun part, heh :D

we swam during one free afternoon

wait, did i swam or kept jumping and walking in the water !? -.-

just kidding.. i've learnt up beginner level hoooh.. did i ?

it was ten years ago when i learned swimming and seriously swam ..

anyhow swimming is fun and good !

next time i wanna level up to lvl 2, then up n up n up...dont care :P

*winking to somebody @ my level hahahaha*

and in the next free afternoon

we ALLLLL walked to Gambang waterpark

split into groupsssss and played :D

bren, sukwy, chuan's cousin & i were together

we first went to the children part -.-''

without having the better adult part discovered yet .. . .

bren & i were so excited just so you know !

we went up to the children playground thingy

climbed up the stairs & slided down the slides

all done before we got 'informed' by the guard about

aiyo-you-big-ady-la-why-come-here xD

next we moved on to the adult part

*wah yuan lai it's here* =_=''

halfway during our fun time, it rained

and got more heavily

imagine us walking here & there in the rain xD

and playing the games, in the rain too :D

until one part when the thunders stroke a lil more frequently

all the game stations were stopped

we waited while some went back

and i remember very much the feeling

i purposely sit at somewhere at the pondok

where the raindrops could hit on me :)

so cooling

i've never felt that before

to walk, run, sit and play in the rain

and also to tilt up my head, let the rain drop on my face

likeeeee . niceeeee !

:')

the camp was great

very great

God touched so many souls there

we saw chains broken

sickness healed (not literally)

love flowing

God did many GREAT jobs there, indeed

i might have anything omitted in this post :P

sleep first i do

bye !

Have U Got Enough ?

2010-12-20T00:27:00.000+08:00

huge camp WHOLE group photo ! :D

but how do i spot myself in such a big photo with little faces? hah *scratch head*

A N Y W A Y

it rocked in rocked out rocked here rocked there hahaha !!

but all that God brought for us there just can't roll away !

♥

i still miss those few days there

i really really D O ):

it's not it

2010-12-18T00:44:00.000+08:00

it's not the things or happenings that CHANGED you

but the choice you took and how you faced it

they could be turned around, could be overcome or

you be overcome by it

what would you do? ;)

same thing

it's not people that MAKE you feel jealous

your jealousy is the reason

you see ...

if you don't bear the fruit of jealousy,

the 'thing' can never trigger you

171210

2010-12-18T00:29:00.000+08:00

i had a blessed day :)

it's eyee's birthday !

a good good day she's having

happiest birthday - so far :D

the girl had a celebration at ecm with us this afternoon

we watched TRON

went out of ecm for lunch

and back to cinema, we saw Chang Ron !

the guy who went to NZ this year

the same school as Amelia

wow :O :)

dinner @ Pizza Hut

we girls had clement's & ejet's mushroom soup

and again the Moron Test was @___=''''''

anywayyyy XD

after that we split, guys walked to mgm

bren & i were together

geen n tian dunno go where (x

she had heard enough of ''waaa hen xing fuuuuu ahh~~!!'' from me

woahahaha !

♥♥♥

shopping for those things could automatically put a smile on my face

why why why hahaha !

happy birthday, girl ! :D

thought he's snapping us but NOPE

hahaha ! speechless -_-''

notice their funny expressions xD

GOD BLESS YOU, 'little' girl :)

have a good 17th !

wiped my tears

2010-12-17T12:49:00.000+08:00

some memory came up to my mind, refreshed suddenly yesterday

there was one night

i cried walking back to my room

reason of my tears was something that mattered

something that really hurt

but i forgot what it is *temporarily?*

as i open my door

i was assured

that my Daddy's already in my room sitting at my bed

very very very sure

He was there to comfort me

i sat at my bed continue sobbing

feeling better and better

i was very sure, He was there :)

it's like He accompanied my by my side, wiping my tears

and i felt better

God is always good like that

thank Daddy

You always know how to put a smile on my face ♥

will know

2010-12-17T00:42:00.000+08:00

the search is on i reckon XD

as i've asked Him about

:) knowing more, more and more

closer, closer and closer

that giggle ;P

2010-12-11T01:43:00.000+08:00

that day, ....

i was at my desk

randomly asked Him : ''when....? Lord......''

i didn't know well, why i felt so touched ~.~

then my hand very naturally reached out for the book of His words

the first thing i saw :

........if you keep knocking long enough, he will get up and give you whatever you need

because of your shameless persistence. ⁹ “And so I tell you, keep on asking, and you will receive what you ask for.

Keep on seeking, and you will find. Keep on knocking, and the door will be opened to you.

¹⁰ For everyone who asks, receives. Everyone who seeks, finds. And to everyone who knocks, the door will be opened.

(Luke 11)

and then i giggled to Him for a while (X

share it out ;)

2010-12-11T01:29:00.001+08:00

imagine your source of inspiration as the water tap :)

if you want to let the water keep flowing

how can the water pipe be stucked right ?

the water needs to be spurted out so that new water can keep flowing in

and then out

don't be selfish

share your inspiration out (:

sharing is an act of love & care hohoho

love...., remember ?

if you do that SINCERELY

will you still label those who got spilled by your water as ..

'copy cat' ?

while the water is actually not yours

but just flows through your tap and pipe

coming soon ! (:

2010-12-07T15:13:00.001+08:00

it's my very last book engulfing day !

for a very looooooooong time,

i will have no more afternoon like today,

no more night like this, no more, no more !

God's plans are always GOOD. yeaheheheh !

i can't help but to imagine life after spm

and how broad my smile will be

the moment i stand at my door waving my siblings loud GOODBYE

they go off to school XD

but they said:

''you where will wake up so early one !?''

XD XD XD

yesterday at piano class

i was exposed to harder things

ok la, plus the fact that i was a lil dreaming

a lil . . (cover mouth laugh) ~.O

i asked Him to guide

and He show me so much MORE things

don't be beated up by what's in front (:

go with courage to learn

to try what you haven't been trying much

you just can't stay forever in the same level

doing the same thing forever

if you wanna learn more

've always believe that

the more you learn something

the more you know how much you haven't learnt !

if you think you've learnt ENOUGH

. . . daut daut daut . . .

there're just too much to be explored

after spm i would indulge in a lot a lot a lot offff ~~

Music - for sure ! ;)

wish to learn other instruments too

see when laaaaa

and also designer softwares

photoshop, autocad (wah this one totally blank, sweat xD) etc etc..

i wish i would have a dslr till then (X

but i shall appreciate the little things i have

before i get more (:

next watercolouring

drawing, trying new materials

i wish to ;)

like acrylic & oil paint

level up level up i wanna learn !

just don't wanna waste the time and chances away

booooo ! i wanna learn baking too

my sis & mum are always baking recently

its like..

this afternoon i come downstair finding cheesecake on the table

next afternoon got homemade biscuit

and then tomorrow there's mango cake in the refrigerator

hahaha ! i can imagine bren say the word ''xing fu''

i would treasure & appreciate (:

FRENcH !

i've ady had a basic french book on my shelves liao

ehehehe XD

i think it's not easy, but - passion & patience ! (:

oops, my list really seems never ending hehehe ;P

that's why i'm not gonna let any holiday job

mop my time away

i wanna do many many things (X

there are just too much to explore

more than you and i can ever imagine (;

a dslr and a personal lappie will be very nice hehehe

very soon ! Yeah !

*siiiiiiiiiinggggggg*

christmas christmas christmas !

2010-12-05T11:58:00.001+08:00

that night, i dreamt of us

the whole class of friends having a bbq gathering

it was so FUN i really felt that XD

everybody had fun wahahaa !

and guess what i dreamt of last night ? :P

spm & stpm results announcement ceremony

LMAO ! *sweat*

frankly i'm not thinking much of the results ahaha

no idea why that dream's dreamt

we were in the school hall

and there was a screen, displaying our names & results

one by one as announced by the emcee

heard & saw my friendsss's results being announced

good results (X

i was like 'ha? my turn la?' when it's finally my turn=p

so i went in front to receive the cert lo

but ! my cert n result weren't ready yet

=___________________=

cos the secretary was still counting n recording 'em

so stupid righttt (the dream, not them) .. really no idea @_@

and i didn't mind, went back, end story

sot sot de

will more good & funny dreams come ？ xD
or if i didn't finish studying,
let me have tuition class teaching me what i haven't studied in my dream? ;P
then i would sleep without revision done,

wake up with everything known lol !!

then go to school & sit for exam smiling (X

....................................................................

started to play christmas songs on the piano

more and more into that mood

christmas christmas christmas !!!!

but may i ask u (:

are u celebrating the merriness

or are you celebrating HIM ?

*wink*

Good morning !

2010-12-04T22:30:00.002+08:00

im here to pen down some memories of these few days ;)

yesterday morning !

telle, bren, i

had a 3-person-one-morning trip :P

at first we planned to go jog yi xia at taman gelora de

ah telle wanted to keep fit ma (bren said she had to)

so we sacrifice a bit to teman her xD

actually she even suggested BUKIT PELINDUNG

bren n me would really faint ! @.@

but that morning, we woke up from our beds,

witnessing the excreting process of the sky

O.O''''''

boooo ! plan canceled. taman gelora full of little floods..

anyway estelle still fetched us ;P

for breakfast !

turned to a few places *smack head*

and finally went to xiong ho laksa restaurant

had a good breakfast with the two girls hahaha ! (:

estelle bought laksa for her grandparents and siblings

her grandma's really CUTE !

smiled really nicely to us xD very warmmm !

the car headed to tc after that q:

*meet my mum's car on the way LOL*

it was drizzling

and our foot was pacing on the wet wet ground C=

remember the orange tower by the tc sidewalk ?

ahaha we climbed up there for the first time

it was a little scaring to go up

the pagar of the staircase and the pondok up there was kinda LOW

i think i won't mind to squad for the whole day there just to feel safer xD

it was a place for picnic like that but too bad,

the trees blocked the sea view +.+''

we didn't happen to eat ice cream at the beach !

wanted but wanted not like that

anyway it wasn't on sale -.-

i reckon next time..

we should have some ice creams there too !

t h a n k estelle for being our driver !

and ah bren, pls enjoy in your one-man-club hehehe

president @ secretary @ treasurer @ member @ penyapu

~~~

bye ! :D

we thank our Daddy for it :)

singing ~

2010-11-29T19:45:00.000+08:00

just back from P I A N O class ! (X

she said :

'' you're my first student who don't look spm-faced during spm ''

''the veryyy relaxing one'' huhuhuh

*ahhahahalalalahahahalololololxxxx*

i didn't really notice that q:

but its only brought to my conscious that

with Heavenly Father

my burden is taken away

worries cast out

fear thrown

*relaxed, no bad stress*

when He is with me,

even in times like this,

joy finds me hohoho !

Come to ME

all you who are weary and burdened

and I will give you rest

Take my yoke upon you and learn from me

for I am gentle and humble in heart

and you will find rest for your souls

For my yoke is easy and my burden is light

not i say

Jesus said :)

(matthew 11:28-31)

wish you a healthy & good time

do your BEST in the exams !

(;

our saturday :)

2010-11-28T22:45:00.002+08:00

we had a very relaxing day yesterday haha!

*sing do re mi fa so~~*

i woke up a while after the sun raised

amazed by the view ;)

(the Dad up there)

then miss call chuan

then me n chuan woke geen up

*double alarms for her* XP

and bren was ady awake ;)

our chuan has grown up ady hahaha

she's the driver of the day ! XD

she fetched geen, fetched bren then fetched me

and we went to tc mcdonald for breakfast :D

we even took some time to decide, hanged

haizz, four of us, still so not decisive heh

when stopping for red traffic light

our car was the first one after the line on the road

so sorry to those carsssssssssSSS that queued behind us

know why ? ehehehehe

our car din move after the light turned green

not even until it's turning orange soon n gonna turn another red ! @_@

but the drivers behind was quite patient to not PI PO PI PO at us

dunno why ;P

after breakfast we went to bren's house to study

and chuan went for her maths tuition (:

after that we joined back, long gai here there

bang here bang there

somebody (not chuan) almost banged to the longkang

*hearts at thundering speed

we survived !

we stopped at chuan's house and rest before going to church

chuan reported to her aunt that one of the car doors sot sot de

and her aunt said she go sue proton company wohhhhh

of cos jk de la ;p

after church we went to tea time

had dinner there ;)

then back home !

a good nice day !

no stress

hahahaha!

thanks to chuan again for fetching us XD

simple days like this, ahhh ~~~

sticker on the wall

2010-11-26T15:57:00.000+08:00

because i really wanna fall out of it

until He finally let me see what wasn't seen

BLESSINGS CLAIMED !

2010-11-24T21:14:00.002+08:00

wheeeee ~~ XD

i'm very HAPPY today XD XD XD XD

studies n exams also cannot affect that

even though i have sej books to stuck into my brain

*stuck stuck stuck stuck*

that doesn't matter !

God is giving strength !

more than i can take hohoho XD

when you know how GREATLY He can do things,

you know how little your strength is (X

its today now :)

sejarah tomorrow !

*imagine us throwing sej books down from the 2nd floor together*

''BANGGGG BANGGG BANGGG FLEWWWWWW~~" !!

Thank You Daddy !  (:

God wanna bless us more than we can ever imagine

you're His children and you're worthy of His blessings

He loves you much more than you will ever know :)

why wanna struggle alone while HE WANTS TO ACCOMPANY YOU ?

while He wants you to open up to Him and ASK :)

and of course you must believe in Him at the first place, no doubt !

we're His beloved children, that's why (:

still so GOOD !

2010-11-21T19:51:00.003+08:00

i've been having UNWANTED & annoying imaginary images

no fun seriously ...

anyhow deep down i knew it's him

satan used this point of mine to affect me in such a bad way

he was trying to play a fool with me

and he wanted to steal Dad's peace away from me

i wanted to overcome it

i needed to ;o

i can't tolerate with anymore 'spirits' in imagination !

************************************

last night when it blacked out all of a sudden !!! X_X''

i reached to the piano and a song naturally poped up on my mind hohohoho

'' Light of the world YOU stepped down INTO darkness, open my eyes let me see....~~''

* let Your Light shine on my home Lord ! *

not only physically but also spiritually :D

needed His Light, needed His peace

and He told me He has given them to me

this >>

just now i was staring at this when i got it XDXDDD

undoubtedly spoken to my heart !

On this day, God wants you to know

... that you can live in assurance and calm. You don't need to look over your shoulder all the time, waiting for the next crisis.You don't have to spend your days hiding from the next ambush.

Live in the light , God's got your back.

* AMEN to this !! *

true that i've been looking over my shoulder often to check if there're any'thing'

*shiver*

and i said to Him to let His Light shine on my home !

Daddy is still so G-O-O-D !

tonight i shall go to my bed without any fear

You've got my back (:

Thank You Dad !

for each child He created,

He added certain gifts (talents) too

satan would like to 'help' u to use it =_=

opposing God's will

would you stand up, fight ? or surrender to what tortures you?
would you hold on to God the true Light ?

He will fight over satan with you & for you
He has got your back !

He can turn it all around and use it for His good ! :)

the peace He assures me to have,

He wants you to have too !

you DON'T HAVE TO fear in the darkness !

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you.

I do not give to you as the world gives.

Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.

(John 14:27) *wink to someone, high five !!!!*

our walk of memories ♥

2010-11-11T21:19:00.002+08:00

what course it takes

while the feet are pacing away

yet the sun still shines, breeze still blows

a but there is

change of the scenery

it's like the nature course

feet set off with footprints left

yet smiles on the footprint remains

and there the moments, overstay

but there is a but to say

the feet had left

one of the forks it is here

what each fetches each to, unseen by eyes

with the walk of memories, the bridge to tomorrows

we have walked together for some miles

in the heart let us joyfully go on

to fountains of blessings ahead

outliving every footstep on this day

111110 ♥

a thank to say

2010-11-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

today my study can be considered a success haha!

Praise the Father in Heaven !

i'm still chasing, whoaaaa *sweat*

time passes very very fast ahhhhh (O.O,,)

gonna graduate soon, WOW !

seriously i'm, i mean we are.. leaving school so soon .

there'll be times where we're gonna miss sitting in the class like kids =.='''

talking and laughing in the class

all the chats, the laughs, the jokes, the FUN !

NOT THE HOMEWORK LOL !

*laugh at u homework* xixixi ! XDXD

hahaha yesterday in the class,

i laughed till pat laps and stomp foot on the floor

oops .... what memories .. (: ;( x___x'''

tests tests tests

i just want to shut away from the dark one

i want to be with You

hold on with Your truth

live by Spirit in Your truth.

teach me how to live,

i totally need you ..

today a smile was put on my face

as i sat down by the window open up to the springy rainy day

sunny rain was really beautiful !

a cloudy rainy but golden sunset came :)

what a pretty and romantic evening

hahahaha !

merci (:

the BATTLE field

2010-11-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

There are no heroes without wars 

No victory without a battle 

and THERE CANNOT BE A TESTIMONY WITHOUT A

T E S T !

(quote from somewhere)

keep going ON !

when GOD is standing with you,

nothing can hunt you down !

hohohoho ! ~_^

Stand with YOU.

2010-11-01T12:42:00.000+08:00

my Father, let Your Holy name be declared,

in Your name all things that don't belong to Your world

BE CAST OUT

worries and burdens be taken AWAY,

temptations be OVERCOME in Your Power.

Your power will stomp substances of Satan's in any form ouT.

in You and with You,

we have received Holy peace, joy, love.

AMEN.

Laughing Hormones (X

2010-10-31T18:55:00.000+08:00

TODAY was a gooD gooD day :D

went for badminton with the other nine or ten in the morning

had lots of fun. lots of laughs too! XD XD XD

after some went back

the rest of us there wanted to go for breakfast together

we chatted so much

talked till how silly we were back in primary school time *one of the topicsss

and how silly the primary school rules used to be,

i.e: cannot bring more than two erasers to school,

morning exercises at school everyday,

''chao ming'' (saman in the class) hahahaha silly right ?

oh btw not all of us were from the same pri school. :)

hahahahaha ! THanKS for the happy time (; =D [: :P

then in the afternoon a few of us had a little study group

learn lots, thanks alvin :)

and also for bearing all my WHY WHY WHY questionsss

hahahahah sometimes till we gave up on thinking ''suan le ba''

laughing makes me HAPPY ^^''

i laugh 'cos i'm happy

i'm happy 'cos i laugh

it works two ways hohohoho ! XD

thanks for the laughing hormone Pa ! hahaha ! :D

FEAR NO MORE .

2010-10-23T00:51:00.003+08:00

There is No FEAR IN L0Ve

But perfect love drives out fear

because fear has to do with punishment.

The one who fears is not made perfect in love.

~ 1 John 4:18 ~

PERFECT love comes from God

God gave me His perfect love

with His love my fear is taken away

so i no longer fear !

no fear in overcoming my weaknesses

for in Father's power of love they are all stripped away

no fear in facing things, little or great

no fear in believing what God says yes to

but the world says no

no fear in showing my real self

no fear in challenges
no fear in being left out

no fear in believing what You said,

I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST

WHO STRENGTHENS ME !

if there's fear, there's something to be checked

ask God to show you & to guide you

ASK ! :)

don't let the devil has its way in you
let the evil one pats its butt & runs off quickly

and we celebrate with God in victory ! :D

a new day :)

2010-10-23T00:14:00.001+08:00

i let go, i move on

yet it ain't a tragedy

because i believe in Him (:

i'm putting my trust in Him

i'm not gonna lock myself up,

but when i'm set free,

i can receive His best for me !

if you keep clutching something in your palm

He can't give you what's best for you

'cos your hands will be too full to contain what He wants you to have

the something you clutched, you never know how good(or bad) it'd be for you
unless He has let you know through His ways

but Dad never even wants the second best to be on your hands

He just wants you to have the best,

yes only the BEST !

Dad don't let my emotions be what pull me down into the traps

no .. longer .. (:

2010-10-21T10:48:00.000+08:00

spring days are so beautiful (:
or the feeling & scenery after it rain, with a little sunbeam

go out go out go out !

Today :)

2010-10-19T16:03:00.002+08:00

i'm happy ! :D

yesterday i randomly reached an interior designer's blog

she's from UK btw.

The good thing was I found out that

she left her email address on her blog for people to contact here

*singgggg a song of joyyyyy~~~* ~.~''''

so i went ahead, kinda randomly sent her a mail
and today i got a mail from her !
grateful :DDD

click this if interested

Note to be Noted

2010-10-18T01:45:00.000+08:00

dunno-how-many years or months or days after this is written, 

when it's the right time,

i mean HIS perfect timing 

i wanna design a pair of necklaces 
both quavers  ♪ ♪ 

when matched together they become ♫

just a note to remind myself

: )

what title ?

2010-10-14T18:42:00.000+08:00

'' why after i finished saying almost every sentence you must say i was joking again oneee ???? ''

'' u laughed after saying every sentence !!!! ''

'' haaaaaaaa?????!!!! ''

hahahaha i laughed.. .. un. un... unnn...unconsiously..

thank You for the gift of Joy ! hahaha! :D

Yayyyyyy woohooohohoohoooo !

the good news today is

i have just finished watching Can't Buy Me Love (公主嫁到) !

*high five with the wall*

*ahhh hand PAIN !*

it's really a HILARIOUS drama !

and lots of the actors' scripts rhyme too (special one)! :DDD

finally sooooo finally my books won't be jealous of the tv

'cos i left my books for the tv for some days :O

heheheh {^^,,}'''

MERDEKA, wait for me !

i will shout you loud after 2 months !

aiya but my visual art paper II clashes with HUGE Camp

please answer me soon (:

it's also a sign that we're leaving the school, en plus de

btw, the monsoon season seems to have started woh..

tried this ?

2010-10-12T16:30:00.000+08:00

While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles.

Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand.

HAHAHAHAHA !!! :P

Your foot will change direction and there's nothing you can do about it !

i will believe (:

2010-10-12T01:10:00.001+08:00

i have found so much more of myself (;

give praises to my Father in Heaven ~

i believe there are more that He wants me to know

and of course it takes time too !

i just wanna say a thank you to you

at least for putting the smile in my heart :)

i'm not holding on over tight, 'cos i know He has got me the best .

maybe we won't meet often in time to come, i guess

but i have submitted it totally to Him.

wait till the fruit ripes, it will taste its best !

love, joy, peace

2010-10-12T00:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CHUAN !

just came back from gathering with her, that 4 of us lo ;D

quite an easy, simple & peaceful night it was (:

we actually just hanged around & going through the shops

'cos we couldn't decide which restaurant to go in ( aiyoooyoo let's smack each other's head! )

and we ended up buying paratha ! hahahaha yummmmy !

then we headed to Tea Time & had some time there

she said she felt touched weheheheheh xDD

i somehow don't really like to wish u happy birthday leh xD

'cos i want you to be happy EVERYDAY not only on ur b'day ^^''

blessed & special child in Pa's eyes, keep growing in Him !

and the rest, i don't need to write here lo,

take too much time (;

i'mmm alllwayyysssss waaaaaiiitingggg fooooorrrrrr gaaaatheeeerrriiinnng & shhhhhaaarrrrriinnnggg !

God is GOOD !

just one more time !

2010-10-07T23:39:00.001+08:00

please give me one more chance and i will say YES ! :)

i was offered quite some chances but i kept saying NO

i thought i couldn't do that, oh what, i can't do it myself

but now i've realized

that if i say YES, You will definitely bring me THROUGH it !

You will strengthen me, teach me, support me.

so what else should i fear?

i'm waiting (:

the next time i'm offered the same thing

fill me with Your courage so i won't reject it ^^

for Your sake Dad

[: give me courage & faith

out from the circle q:

2010-10-05T19:06:00.000+08:00

cReativiTy hAs no boundary !

go furthEr, go braveLy !

hahaha i'm browsing through these design photos online

these're all themed as 'teen room design'

which do you want ? xD

hahahah look at the desk !

can i hang a plasma tv on the ceiling? :P

this feels funny dunno why xDDDDD
suitable for a tv freak? hahaha!

aha ~

some european style kitchens
really have a thing for european style ^^

white :)

10 innovative staircase designs :

hohoho, you want to lose weight?
climb some more ! climb some more!

rainbow staircase

taste good too (;

this is very creative !
figure it out urself :P

this gives me some ideas
thanks to its designer ^^

you wanna jump down? skip down? walk down?

maybe u can walk ur legs into the sink to wash 'em (X

but ouuucccchh, be careful !

special & original

2010-10-05T17:11:00.001+08:00

if you have a seed,

but never nurture it with care

despite how much sunlight He provides

the seed will never grow but go wasted !

God has tailor made me

specially & originally

the same goes for you and everyone too :)

i've always believed that everyone is clever in his/her own way

with talents that God has given

it's either the gift is not yet discovered

or the way is not understood by others

what i have, might be DiffeRent from yours

but i'm gonna be original

not manipulated, not commonized, not afraid

even if it's something way too different from others

if it is mine from God, let it be used & embraced
with all that You provide to me,

and most importantly, with Your accompany C=

still learning, needing Your strength

strengthen me so i will not be shaken by anything or anyone

nor convinced by devil's liess

the flower will blossom

it will shine towards You

with all that You will give to it :)

REAL love

2010-10-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

me no ponteng today hohohoho ~.~''''

today, most of the classmates were taking accounts papers :D

so jeremy, sukwy and i stayed at the library for whole day long :D

chatting, er, reading? aha yeah yeah

i learned and realized more things again :D thanks pa!

i heard Your calling ^^ *high five!*

but i'm not gonna do everything by myself alone :D

don't you think people who get little attention and care deserve them moRe?

they need ears with heart to listen to them too (:

especially those who's hated (maybe not well understood) who might have stories & reasons behind

is there any of them around you?

those whom you've disliked, talked bad about or shown your impatience to,

those that many people don't put their eyes on..

you've heard enough of what the WORLD said

but have you heard enough of what GOD wanna say ?

If you love only those who love you, what reward is there for that? Even corrupt tax collectors do that much.

If you are kind only to your friends, how are you different from anyone else?

Even pagans do that.

But you are to be perfect, even as your Father in heaven is perfect.

(Matthew 5:46-48)

God knows what happens clearly,

each & everywhere, what you're doing, remember :D

but He's willing to help you & to forgive you too (:

it's hard to see things clearly if you just use your eyes

so see with your heart too

with UNDERSTANDINGS & with TOLERANCE

you'll find some chapters covered beneath, perhaps :)

from the heart

2010-10-03T02:36:00.001+08:00

''Pa u keep giving me things to think and to puzzle these days,

why ah why ah ????

.............

Ehhhh wait ! i asked You to do so de mah, hahaha !''

*high five!*

the picture and sound of Him high fiving with me appeared on my mind !

i wanna grow, i wanna experience more changes,

i wanna see more, explore more, i wanna learn !

and i asked Dad to gimme more difficulties and challenges

to meet people whom i'm harder to get along with

so i will learn and grow

He answered me so soon !

i want less of my self and more of Yours,

and then You're really really answering my prayer :D

feeling so broken yet i'm grateful

You want me to first understand the feeling of getting hurt and broken

so that i can care for others who felt it too

if i feel unappreciated

it's that You want me to learn to give thanks and show appreciation to people

even for the tiniest good things they could do

You let me know how it is to feel not understood

so that i know how much You truly understand me

and how i should be more understanding instead of judging without seeing what's unseen

how an outsider feel, You want me to feel too

so that i can truly understand and care more for them

instead of just paying attention to the ones at the centre

You gave me senses, feelings & sensitivity

to let me see tears in people's smiles if there are them

yet i can still rejoice in sorrows

to laugh my joy and fun out happily

to smile my heart out joyfully

understand that my source of joy is YOU not the world

and closer i come to You each day

i'm pampered by You with love and care haha! :DDDD

You won't let me feel all alone :)

i'm so pampered that You never forget to send me comfort

knowing You're with me, i can even rejoice in sorrows :)

see, Dad sends me sorrows but He sends me comfort too

open my eyes, my ears an my heart :D

i'm grateful =)

all that in the mist, blurred out but still clear (:

Jump in JOY !

2010-09-28T20:41:00.000+08:00

''Dad, what if i'm staying here for another two years, then i wanna learn this and that XD whoa but the feesssssssss .. not to mention the increment of piano class fees..''

''What are you worried and afraid of ?

ReMeMbeR ?

I brought you to them, I will also bring you through them !''

A M E N !

yes yes i'm reminded, stick it to my mind ! :D

sat for exam for so loooongg today ().()''''''

3 papers, oh tomorrow the same !

hiiihiii today started well,

His music sang to my spirit in the morning

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

let's jump together in joy we found in Christ !

Though our bodies are dying,

our spirits are being renewed every day.

For our present troubles are small and won’t last very long.

Yet they produce for us a glory

that vastly outweighs them and will last forever!

So we don’t look at the troubles we can see now;

rather, we fix our gaze on things that cannot be seen.

For the things we see now will soon be gone,

but the things we cannot see will last forever.

2 Corinthians 4:

16 - 18

make the heart sing ~

2010-09-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

my day, it didn't start well

i felt so reluctant to wake up and get ready for school

what i said to Him in the morning, i'm really sad

my heart can't sing the happiest doing this, it's very hard

then i got headache doing chemistry exam ):

think more pain more >.<

and it persisted till this afternoon . .

Phew ! What ~~a day~~ half a day !

i then prayed for joy to come back today at least :|

and it did !

i prayed to learn MORE during my piano class

and yes yes yes i DID !

hahahahaha not to mention that

i unconsciously sang my joy out after the piano class

laughed, smiled, talked, listened, learnt :)

Pa cheered me up by sending joy to me through what He knows i enjoy ^^

i'm feeling contented hahaha!

next time, if my day doesn't start well,

i will surely ask Him to end it WELL :D

what's in a healthy friendship huh?

me and God, we are like best friends,

what's in a healthy friendship, what's in our relationship too

i shouldn't hurt Him by what i do & think

but i'm not perfect & i surely did hurt You

and i need You to teach me so i will learn and grow

submitting all to You, thanks for washing away my sins Dad !

my God is a kind and forgiving God.

how can i say I love Him truly while what i do doesn't show it?

Go On !

2010-09-26T21:23:00.005+08:00

4 more days !

art papers on the another week doesn't count ! wahahaha :P

bored.

and that's how i know what i wanna do

through boredom (:

i learnt something hahaha!

a designer should design what his client would love to see

not just what the designer himself wants and would love to see

and i wanna make sure both my client and i are happy with my design

but most importantly, Dad is happy with it !

if He is making me a designer ^^''

when studying without interest

i yearn for vacation hohoho

i dream of doing what i like hehehe

but if it's about ~~~

more of it come please ! :D

and there more and more passion comes TOO

all these, though not what i can imagine myself doing for the rest of my life,

never happened to be mistakes :)

i realised i realised and i realised :O

*nod nod nod*

found what i love !

thanks pa!

You're making me stronger :D

''NO! evils CANNOT tempt me!''

'cos You're here !

Let's go study? O.O''''

He filled my weakness

2010-09-26T20:57:00.001+08:00

POWER OF YOUR LOVE
(by Hillsongs United)

Lord I come to You
Let my heart be changed, renewed
Flowing from the GRACE
That i have found in You
And Lord I have come to know
The weaknesses I see in me
Will be STRIPPED AWAY
By the POWER OF YOU LOVE

Hold me close
Let Your love surround me
Bring me near
Draw me to Your side
And as I wait

I will rise up like the eagle

And I will soar with You

Your Spirit leads me on

In the power of Your love

Lord unveil my eyes
Let me see You face to face
The knowledge of Your love
As You live in me
And Lord renew my mind
As Your will unfolds in my life
In living every day
By the power of Your love

And I will soar with You

Your Spirit leads me on

In the power of Your love

what i asked was simple

''Father come and fill us with Your spirit...''

He knew if it was sincere

and He did answer me,

He filled my thirst & hunger
but He made me even want more !

♥

my pa said:(He means it)

all the weakness I have,

He will fill it

He will give me His strength

that in Him i'm made WHOLE

JESUS has filled my weakness !

I CAN DO ALL THING THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME.

(Philippians 4:13)

I'm blessed !

2010-09-24T21:42:00.001+08:00

i'm like rushing to tell you something

'cos i really can't wait to !

I AM BLESSED !

I AM SO DIPPED IN BLESSINGSSSSS !

very bliss :)

but to tell you something important too,

i don't have lots of cash from my parents to spend

in fact, i have only that few little notes left in my purse (always)

i don't live in a big nice house,

i don't even have a maid at home,

i'm not popular,

i don't have lots of fans,

if you wanna count my physical wealth, i really POKAI X)

but as i open my eyes bigger to see what i have from Father

i started to realise more and more of everything i have

as i learn how to give thanks to Him more for things I have

how to appreciate everything He gave me

little or great

(even a beautiful sky during the day!)

i can really see lots of blessings from Him

and i find great meanings with Him even in little things !

isn't it great? remember He will be happy

for your simple yet SINCERE thank !

the question shouldn't be '' How blessed are you ?? ''

B U T

HOW MUCH CAN YOU SEE YOUR BLESSINGS ???

HOW MUCH HAVE YOU THANKED FOR THEM ?

and money can't buy everything you need / want :P

you gotta know how to count your blessings
and thank the Provider for what you have

before you wanna have more

....

'cos too often even if we have it,

we would easily take them for granted

wohahaha !

Broken but Picked Up.

2010-09-13T00:55:00.002+08:00

Daddy, ....

i'm broken.

i'm bankrupt.

hard, hard, hard, hard, hard

but I've got YOU !

You who listen whenever i talk to You

You who answer to sincere prayers

You who heals EVERY sickness

repeat- YOU HEAL EVERY SICKNESS

YOU WHO CONQUER ALL THINGS.

EVEN DEATH.

so what's a problem to You?

tiny? like a sand particle?

my enemy cannot shake me,

no Daddy i won't let Him !

I've You to be with me forever :)

We WILL kick him awayyyyyyy if IF IF he even dares to come near !

(if he dares la :P)

it doesn't matter that i myself don't have enough strength,

You're so KIND to give me Your strength that i can totally support on,

this road is so full of pebbles and of rocks

i.. would surely fall down and bleed seriously without You holding me

and would never stand up with my wounds healed without Your healing..

been called and reminded to come to You THIRSTY,

pray faithfully,

for NO TRUTHFUL PRAYER WILL GO UNANSWERED.

(thanks to aunty angela for this quote)

Our Father is good,

all i've done that have hurt Him,

He didn't take them into account,

and He still loves me like *how should i describe?*

Hebrews 13:5

GOD HAS SAID (God means it!)

“Never will I leave you;

never will I forsake you.”

and You still show me love unconditionally...

Job 8

² “How long will you go on like this?
      You sound like a blustering wind.
³ Does God twist justice?
      Does the Almighty twist what is right?
⁴ Your children must have sinned against him,
      so their punishment was well deserved.
⁵ But if you pray to God
      and seek the favor of the Almighty,
⁶ and if you are pure and live with integrity,
      he will surely rise up and restore your happy home.
⁷ And though you started with little,
      you will end with much.

Trust Him Entirely

2010-09-10T16:37:00.000+08:00

~~once upon a time ~~~~~~

some days ago, ...

i bought a packet of coffee with small packets inside from the supermarket with mum.

after trying it at home only i realise it dindn't taste any sweetness at all. -____-'''

so then i opened the refrigerator, got some canned sugar milk to add into the coffee.

last night, when i was gonna make myself a cup of coffee,

i digged my hand a little deeper into the big packet of coffee,

and just by a little deeper, guess what i found?

nicely packed sugars packs which i didn't know were there!

a thought suddenly stroke me :D

sometimes, we tend to find our own ways stubbornly

or maybe aren't willing to submit what we hold on to God

which then only He could give us the best that He could give

faith? trust? hmmmm

but since God has brought us to that certain circumstance we're in

He has SURELY prepared the best & what we NEED for us there

the same like God would let you face difficulties

but He has also prepared the solution for you

if we're willing to seek for Him

to trust Him ENTIRELY
and to submit what we have to Him

we pass the test :)

matching what i've read from a book gifted by a friend (thanks!)

''your Father offers authentic LOVE. His devotion is the real deal.

But He won't give you the genuine

until you surrender the imitations.''

''WOULD YOU exchange the lesser gifts for the highest gift of

knowing God?

If you would, then your envy will pass.'

Jealousy has no fire when true love is received.''

If you need faith,

ask for His strong support.

Remember our Father is a kind & generous God.

He provides what we need:)

hmmmm....

2010-09-09T22:34:00.001+08:00

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Used 13 times: Love
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Used 8 times: Dream
Used 7 times: Music
Used 7 times: Faith
Used 7 times: Again
Used 6 times: Hope
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(^^)''

more of YOURS :)

2010-09-09T21:02:00.000+08:00

I'm going for kuantan trip + music + study camp later :D

woooots!

family's going to outstation tomorrow

but i needa start studying for the trials

plus my results have worsen lots recently (honestly)

it's like packing everything in about ten days i have before exam comes

so im staying home but mum will be worried of that

(though God will protect me i believe ^^)

so, someone kindly offered me the package of study+music+gai gai muahahaha !

*thank you Daddy*

when you actually had the ability to give more to others,

did you hold back?

when you could actually pray more for others,

did you?

less of my self, more of YOURS :)

blessings be with you :)

Music World

2010-09-06T17:35:00.004+08:00

wooots !

*one more step forward in the world of music*

i've done my theory exam this morning

memorised so many European terms

but only the word ''semplice'' (simple) come out

really simple hahahaha !

but anyway, i'm gonna start learning french / italian / both languages ~~poco a poco~~ little by little

*people memorise till so susah must use it one ma xD*

buahahahaha! anyway anyway :D

i've found out quite a number of beautiful word in beautiful languages also

to share some italian ones with you if you haven't come across them :)

appassionato : with PASSION ! (got ''appatienato'' ah?)

amoroso : loving :)

gracioso : gay (what cha thinking??), MERRY !

i really wish to roam in france / italy (lots more) one day (not only one day),

understanding what they're speaking too !

so dreamy hahaha !

the step forwarded i meant wasn't really all about the exam :D

just had double piano lessons,

was joyfully brought to music world again !

eyes opened wider, i must say ().()''''''''

ears also opened wideeeeeerrrrrrrrrrr (:

if i started learning music younger,

i would have been more familiar with what i'm starting to learn now

IF IF IF !

but i trust that my Father above must have His reason whyyyyyy

can't see the picture now, but soon i will :)

Daydreaming :D

2010-08-25T18:32:00.001+08:00

i want a WHOLE wall covered by this board

can doodle & write or whatsoever xD

i guess this's a restaurant, outside gua

saw it when browsing the web just now

er, got people plant bushes/grass/flowerssss on the floor

instead of covering it with cement inside the restaurant one ah?

hmmm, can consider xD

every morning waking up in front of the sunrise

wooots!

*every morning waking up with strangers stand watching you ;P

*this's a sofa la*